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A Long Goodbye to Everyone

Guest on 12th January 2022 09:20:40 PM

  1. Dear friends,
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  10. As you know me, I like change. Most of you know me as the Minecraft sweat, some of you know me as their best friend, others know me as a coder, and a really important person to me that I only recently met knows me as the kid that almost vomited in kindergarten because a girl tried to kiss me. 
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  15. To make this message less sad, I recommend listening to “Mr. Blue Sky” by Electric Light Orchestra while reading lmao.
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  24. I am writing this message, which I intend to send to all of you, because of a decision I made. It’s a decision that was hard to make because I grew attached to all of you. Attachment in philosophy is not good however. Compassion should be the only thing driving love. 
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  29. The decision is, to delete all my social media accounts and start new.
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  38. First of, Medion (my old guild), knows me as a person that left “forever” before but by sheer luck they ran into me again after months and after that I couldn’t leave again. 
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  47. But this is not like any previous time. Life for me has changed significantly in the past month and I learned so much. It has changed me psychically into a better person and I am grateful for what has happened.
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  56. This time, instead of leaving just my guild Medion, which I will miss forever, I am saying bye to all of you. 
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  65. As i said earlier this decision took a month to make. And although most of you don’t care (and i think it’s good that you don’t) I decided to be polite and leave one last message. 
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  74. Next up I want to mention all the people that left a beautiful mark on my heart and which I will never forget (you can skip to your name no need to creep jk): 
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  79. Rad - Radu was my internet best friend. We knew each other since 2017-2018 and we ended our friendship unfortunately in 2021. The decision to end it was his and I respect fully. I am happy he chose what is good for him and I want him to know that I thought of him as a brother. Radu is a coder and he has big plans for the future. He is amazing at what he’s doing and I wish with all my heart that his dreams become true. Me and Radu had plans to go to the same university and become even closer. Honestly I was really excited about a future next to my best friend. However I learned in that time that nothing in life will go according to plan. Goodbye my best friend Radu
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  84. Kexsu/Kristoph - Kexsu as I like to call him is my gaming buddy. Although he moved away from playing with me in the last weeks/month I had been in my old country. He is extremely cunning and charismatic. He is from good old Poland and I had moments with him that I really cannot forget even if I tried to, like that one time we were playing bedwars doing the new challenges they added and I laughed so hard I felt like I was becoming the Joker or a villain laughing uncontrollably. He was the first member of Medion. Me, him and another person who moved away  decided to create Medion in one night. Goodbye Kexsu.
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  93. DebugAidan / Debug / Aidan - Debug is Australian. That’s all I have to say. LMFAO I’m joking. Debug was the third member of Medion. He was odd at first but in a month his name and Medion resonated together. He is also extremely funny and we had nights that are unforgettable. His sleeping schedule is really bad but that helped us Voice Chat in discord even though he was 5-6 hours ahead of our time zone. Other than that, see you on the sidewalk in a random country in 5-10 years lmao. Goodbye Debug.
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  98. Pastilla / Pasta / Jules - I know we are sort of in a fight right now and I don’t think we’ll talk again but she was still a really important person to me. Jules was like the sister of Medion. We had so much fun playing with her and grinding winstreaks on Dreamgrove while also destroying sweaty parties. Those bedwars days were my favorite and I tried to bring them back but people move on. Jules is Canadian and she literally told us basically everything about her. Mostly because i sort of mhm-Dox- ehem her by accident lmao. Even after all of our differences I still love Jules and respect her decisions. Goodbye Jules.
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  103. Cameron8805 / Cam / Cameron - Cameron was my ranked bedwars partner. He was a member of Medion and we actually met in a ranked bedwars game. We thought he was really cool so we invited him to our guild. Turns out it was a great decision. Cam is also Canadian and it turns out he only lived a couple minutes away from Jules. They even met up irl once and it was really cool seeing what type of connection a bedwars guild can form. Other than that I wish Cameron to be happy and I will miss the old ranked bedwars grind. Goobye Cam.
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  108. Tudor - My irl best friend. Tudor was my best friend since I was 12-13 years old. We went to school together and spend all the breaks with each other talking about weird nerdy topics like science, anime, movies etc. Tudor is a kind hearted person. We made life easier for one another. I’d listen to all of his One Piece stories and i’d tell him about my stories too. One Piece has over 1000 episodes and i think he told me about 600 episodes lmao. We even had a plan to make our own “manga”. Our story was really advanced and it actually had a lot of potential but… we didn’t get around to writing it. When we got into high school we got went to different classes and that’s where we started distancing ourselves with each other. He made new friends, I did too, and we barely saw each other even though we went to the same school (the pandemic was a huge factor to this). All in all I hope Tudor doesn’t get influenced wrongly by his new environment and I hope he succeeds so we can meet up later in life again.
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  113. Skyla - Skyla is amazing. Sheerly amazing. I don’t think you can describe Skyla in words. She’s the girl that brightens up your whole day. The girl you smile just thinking about her. I met Skyla 2-4 weeks ago. She’s from Kuwait and we grew to like each other soon after. Ladies and gentlemen find yourself a Skyla, even though she’s 1 in 7.9 billion. Skyla, I hope you aren’t sad. Know that this is a decision that will make me happy and, if it was meant to be, we’ll meet again in the future. I love you, goodbye Skyla.
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  122. That just about does it… Now, the best case scenario is if all of you aren’t attached to me, which would be beautiful. Let people leave if they want to, stopping them is egoistic. It was a good chapter in our life that we had, everything must come to an end however and this, unfortunately,

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